either RAE or LEI

Lots of my old friend is so successful now, but yea im still not too sure about the definition of "success", well it doesn't mean that you're successful just by earning lots of money right? guess all you need is to do what you should do for this period of life, or you may be way better than what you should do, and that counted as successful already! there is still a long way to go, no rush right?

seeing some friends in my age are already married, had children, and some of them is having a business of their own, which is really amazing~ but when i look at myself, still doing nothing, hmm… guess this is not the way it should be… right?

i've done with my studies, and had enough of it already, and the working life afterwards is totally plain like tap water, tasteless yet i need it to live.. been working 9 - 5 everyday for a long while, well yea its easy, but slowly i feel like im turning myself into a glass of tap water too..  :(

no big plans, don't bother me with small matters, nothing has been done.. LOL~ thats just me!! YAY!!

I find it really lucky for me to fly over to the UK, guess this year that im going spend here is gonna be the best time in my life! i get to see the world, do nothing, get bored, walk around and enjoy my life!! although some people say that you will only appreciate what you have after you work hard for it, but for me, i already really feel very thankful and glad for what i have now, my life now..

Live life to the fullest!! thats what im telling myself now!

i don't miss those time that i have to force myself to wake up in the morning, it sucks! i always feel like turning the alarm off and continue back to sleep, but i just cant let it happen :( but yea, i know that i cant avoid it for long, so i can only enjoy more of the every moment i have now to snooze in bed~ ^^

Seriously Malaysia is the heaven for food! The living standard in london is extremely high that having nice food here is a total luxury! if you miss the taste of home, you have to cook it by yourself! so most of my conversation with my mom when i called back home, is asking her about all the recipes of cooking… sigh.. this usually happened when you didn't learn well when you're at home! whats so great about having good result in school? you cant even cook yourself a decent meal! so yea.. im just half way to go to become a real housewife! just not yet… gosh i miss malaysian food so so much!! T.T

something good about me now is that, my day is never the same, everyday is special to me, but well maybe i've done nothing at all, but everyday to me is a great day! write some blogs, watch some series, do some photoshoot, read some books, just doing normal stuff, but i think its really nice for me~ guess i can only have these kind of days in the weekends or holiday.. poor me..

some of you may think that my life is totally blank and meaningless, but there is so many people been busy for their whole life, in the end all they want is only a life like mine! so no judging~ you may not know who is right now~

There is lots of characters appeared in the 25 years in my life, some of them is just passing by, some of them is the key person who actually changed my life, and there is also some who walk with me by my side until today, i think everyone is important, they bring me happiness, hurts me, be there for me, supporting me, giving me advices, every stories that happened made me who i am today,  everyone of them affected my life, when i look back some times, im definitely not so independent or being so assertive if not because of that particular someone! maybe im still an stupid innocent girl like last time! gosh thats horrible just thinking of it!

im really glad that i am who i am today, well i can never imagine this last time, but i think i am way better then the "me" that i imagine last time~ but im sure i'll still change.. people change all the time.. you wont know when you'll have totally different point of view to something that you insisted today! just like i might be thinking that its not a bad idea to be a stupid innocent girl someday.. hey.. seriously i think its really not too bad right?

anyway, i think im living the most successful life that i'll ever had now~ though i'm totally useless and had done nothing about it yet, still need the support from my parents cause i still cant afford myself yet, errr ya… its kind of shame to say that, just laugh at me if you want, its okay~ cause im living in my stressless and worry-free life now, doing what i love the most, happily living life that i want! guess not everyone gets to do that!! yea maybe this is just a very short period that i can have, kind of avoiding from the real life and living in my dream~ but WHO CARES! all i need to do is love my own life!!

just like what i always say : I fucking love my like! and i mean it!

so, are you successful in you life?